Meh. Skripsi. Lazyness. (1/17/17)

Hi! This is me again. It such a long time, I've never been posting in this blog since...(?) Orait, so yeah, comin' here only for writing some stuff that happen in my llife. I just got an inspiration to start (again) writing here hwehwehwe

As we all know, or maybe, only me, I just hit my last semester in university. The time has come, I need to do my final paper (sekeripsik). BUT, it doesn't feel as easy and simple as I thought before :( I thought that I just need to find the right topic. find the sources, bimbingan and done. BULLSHIT ew! I got many obstacles in the way to get there. One is the LAZYness. Yup. Never underestimate that fellas. It just comes everytime I want to start struggling with the missing sources. How funny it is when I have nothing to do, but it feels like I've already done many things and thinking that I deserve some rest. That is so annoying how my mind manipulate me.

Well, this is such a creepy story but, uh, yeah, I need to do something that will eager my mind to do the MAIN JOB that actually really need to be finished, like, immediately! And now, at the time I write this, I just think that I've already waste some more minutes that, actually, can be used to find the sources for my proposal huhu. .

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FYI, this is a draft that I made on January 2017. LOL. I forgot to post it and now when I came back here (this blog) on July 2017, my thesis is already done mwehehe. So I think I need to post this now just in case I forgot how miserable I was, back then. Ok bye~

Orang Itu

Cukup menarik. Kata-kata itu yang terbesit pertama kali saat melihatnya.

Sebulan telah berlalu.

Aku sudah lupa tentang apa yang pernah aku pikirkan sebulan yang lalu. Tidak sekalipun aku melihat bayangan orang itu.
Kemarin, hari yang cukup sejuk untuk tidak memikirkan apa-apa. Di bawah guyuran hujan.
Oh, hei! Dia muncul kembali dengan wajah yang sama. Orang itu! Kemunculannya dapat membuat otak ini sedikit bermain-main. Ada apa? Apa dia masih mengenalku?

Dia memanggil namaku.

Dia berjanji akan mengabariku lagi. Mungkin nanti, atau besok. Atau kapan-kapan sampai waktu yang tidak ditentukan.

Orang itu, apa yang dia lakukan? Menyita sepotong pikiranku.

Aku tau, menunggu adalah hal yang membosankan. Tapi tak sedikit pun bosan menerobos ku saat menunggu kabar dari orang itu.
Aku senang. Sangat senang


Oh, aku sedih! Kini baru ku ketahui bagaimana rasanya dikelilingi oleh perasaan ditipu, diabaikan, dilupakan. Dikubur hidup-hidup. Ya. Kira-kira seperti itu.


Walaupun aku selalu menerawang ke langit. Apa yang orang itu pikirkan?

One Direction - Better Than Words Lyrics

[Harry]

Better than words

More than a feeling

Crazy in love

Dancing on the ceiling

[Liam]

Every time we touch I'm all shook up

You make me wanna

How deep is your love

God only knows

Baby

[Zayn]

Oh, I don't know how else to sum it up

'Cause words ain't good enough, oh

There's no way I can explain your love, no

Oh, I don't know how else to sum it up

'Cause words ain't good enough

Oh, I can't explain your love, no

[Harry]

It's better than words (whoa oh whoa)

It's better than words (whoa oh whoa)

[Louis]

Better than words

You drive me crazy

Someone like you

Always be my baby

[Niall]

Best I've ever had

Hips don't lie

You make me wanna

Szzzz

One more night

Irreplaceable

(Yeah)

Crazy, we're crazy

[Zayn]

Oh I don't know how else to sum it up

'Cause words ain't good enough

There's no way I can explain your love, no

(There's no way you can explain your love)

Oh I don't know how else to sum it up

'Cause words ain't good enough

Oh I can't explain your love, no

[Bridge - Louis and Harry]

Everyone tries (They try)

To see what it feels like (Feels like)

But they'll never be right 'cause it's better

(It's better, it's better, it's better)

[Liam]

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, aha

One more time

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Better than words, aha

Yeah

[All]

Oh I don't know how else to sum it up

(Zayn: I don't know)

'Cause words ain't good enough

There's no way I can explain your love, no

Oh I don't know how else to sum it up

(Harry: To sum it up)

'Cause words ain't good enough

(Zayn: The words ain't good enough)

I can't explain your love, no

It's better than words

It's better than words

It's better than words

It's better than words

Btw, I'm a Directioner :) x

Some Little Things That Will Be a Big Memory

There are so many unforgetable things in senior high school. I just remember how silly and sweet they are :') The way we worried about something together and then finally solved the prolblem. I just....... I can't let that moments fly away :(

When I was on my first grade, I felt soooo strange. I didn't know who they are.

But..........

Wth! look, they were eating the lemon tea powder, without water. Its taste was really sour. Crazy x)

This is when another friend was presented a presentation. They made a silly word on a paper and then..... finally succeeded made the presenter laugh.

These two kids are Rani and Dicky. Sometimes, they are a good friend but sometimes they fight like a little kids hahaha.

Nah, these two boys always feels sexy hahaha idk why.

Rani!!! She was trying to take some trush on Ervin's motorcycle because before, Ervin bullied her hahaha

This, she acted silly. always like that :p

This is Agung, one of the "Sexiest" man in the class (he said that haha). Yeah I think so, look at his pose x)))

Ewwww who is this???? hahaha She.....hm or he or whatever is an alien hahaha you can see that face omg lol. No, just kidding :p (anw this is Ejak/Opung/whatever)

Okay, we go to the second grade. In the second grade, I've got some close friends and I don't know how we can as close as that. I felt better in that 2nd grade because I had known the same people since in the first grade :D

Here I attach some moments...

Oh look! We got a new friend. Her name is Dedek :)

We become a bestfriend now

We passed a hard day together. Lol this is just a little flood in my school :p

And then....we were having fun together, of course!

Those boys, they called their self as the sexiests man (ewww). Just look how sexy they are :p

Me and Halim (AgnezMo's fans). He was a bit "alay" in this photo. Ya you know la haha

Nah! You see, this is not a gambling. Just having fun when teacher wasn't at class ;)

Feeling sleepy? you can try this at the back of class haha.

Ewww! How sweet, the Mahoers slept together.

This idiot boy...Hahaha one of my fans. You know laaa. 

Hmmm I don't even know why there are so many boys want to be like a girl -_- (anw this is Mora)

Gosh!!

The Idiotsssssss <3 The girl at the back is Nia haha one of my bestfriends.

Stupidity. "Man in Rubbish bin" lol

This......

Searched for Ervin's hoar. Everyone's getting older, right? haha

Awwww <3

These fucking boys!! Fight like a sweet girl HAHAHA

Bestfriend :3

lol (Me and Ninik anyway :p)

And when I reached the 3rd grade......
Sadly, I had to separate with my other friends. But not all friends, just a few of them. We've got the mixed class.

But, even our class had been separated we still keep in touch and always together in every events :p

For the first time, I drove a car on the roadway without my father and driver license. They were the reason "why" I did it. Go get crazy! \m/

And HEYYY!!! The school was over, finally. *take a deep breath*

Time to cross out the uniform \m/

Like this....... (sorry my face, eww)

Time to farewell party! YEAY!! Girls on party <3

Girls with the teachers :3

Sweet smile? Maybe hahaha

And here we are!!!! Recall back the moments that we had been through in the last 3 years.

Me with Dedek. Oh yaaa, Dedek wasn't live in West Sumatera, (Padang) anymore. She stayed in North Sumatera (Medan) now :(

Nah! We played until midnight, only for that special day <3

This post showed that how I miss my bestfriends so bad. Now we have to run and catch our own dreams. We should take the different ways to catch the future. That's a life dude!

Caesar says, "Keep smile!!!" 

Anyway, we've to keep moving forward, right? Nah, keep moving forward and keep your bestfriends in your mind. *apa deh :p

I'm gonna miss all the things that we did guys! kiss kiss kiss :*

My First Post

Assalamualaikum, postingan pertama nih hehe. Sebenernya sih blog ini udah ada sejak 2 tahun yang lalu tapi ga tau kenapa males aja gitu ngurusinnya, masih kurang ngerti soal beginian. Kebetulan lagi ga ada kerjaan malam-malam gini, maklum gue calon mahasiswa yang lagi nunggu jadwal pendaftaran. Ya udah sih gue cuma iseng pengen nulis aja di blog ini. Oke deh sampai ketemu di postingan selanjutnya :)